Thursday, September 30, 2010

Just the way it is

Well it was just a dream, just a moment ago/I was up so high, looking down at the sky/They say what goes up must come down/But don't let me fall/
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I know at times I feel really exhausted, feel like giving up and letting go of everything. So repeating these to myself at such kinda times to focus again: I must get into a local Uni, into the course that I want, which I am also not really sure yet but I know I'll be sure by then. I swear I won't be a disappointment to everyone again. I'll prove to you and your fucked up, proud and scheming attitude that I can make it.
This is gonna be the last and yes the toughest lap. Yup, like what LCY said this morning, "The worst competitor is yourself".