Sooo it's currently the mid of my recess week, yup I've been in a new school for like more than a month which actually feel like a year haha. Everything happened kinda quite fast. Had a mixture feeling of surprise, happy and confused when I first read the acceptance letter. Surprised because I wasn't expecting, happy because the course I got accepted into was my first choice, and well, confused was just plain confused on taking my next step. I mean it was really hard trying to decide whether to transfer or not. I already wasted one year of time and money plus I knew myself that I'm gonna be all stressed up when it comes to studies, well I mean duh since honestly the modules are really harder and as usual I'm lagging behind tsktsk. If you ask me if I regret transferring, honestly yeah sometimes I do because like I said, it's more stressful and difficult with a tougher competition. But then I always have to snap out of it because I promised myself and my mom that I will not regret my decision. And like what people always tell me, "It's good that you are in this school, it's a great investment for yourself", which I have to admit is true. There are probably people out there who want to be in my shoes but might not have the chance, I'd probably be insulting them if I complain right? But being in this school always remind me of how society and people can be so fucking realistic and fucked up at times. No comments regarding the details but yeah haha. So yup, even though I could have graduated from a uni 2 years earlier, even though some of my friends will be graduating earlier than me, even though 4 years is gonna be a long journey, I will and have to get through this bitches. Xx
