Sooo as usual, school's been a big bitch. Ok fine, more like studying's a bitch. I've never hated going school in my entire life before. I still can't believe I used to be those few kids who didn't cry and looked forward to school during pre-school, kindergarten and primary school days back in Myanmar, especially on the first day of schools I rmb I was like the only one with the literal expression of O.O while every other kid around me was crying like mad. -.- But seriously, now I just dread going school and literally have to drag myself there. Ugh I don't know, I guess studying has been way out of my frequency ever since the whole of jc period. The even more fucked up thing is I can't run away from this and stuck in this bloody hellhole, because I promised my mom that I'll study hard, yes yet again. Fuck this shit, its only been the third week and I'm already like this, old habits die hard. Speaking of my mom, she keep telling me after I graduate, I should go overseas again. And I was like thinking "wtf mom, you might as well just let me go now right !!" Sheeeeesh. Maybe if I manage to persuade her next year keke. Oh well for now I shall just suck it up and try my best to concentrate on studying sigh. Anyway so my mind's been full for quite a few days, all thanks to this bad dream that happened a few nights ago. The whole problem is this time round, I can't even, no I can't bring myself to tell anyone about it fml. I know its not real but its been bothering me now and then. Hope it'll fade away asap, just like the memories of people who used to be in my everyday life. Btw guess what, my album is in my hands like final-fucking-ly, whoop whoop !! So bloody jealous of other countries like Japan, they had like SM Town 5 freaking times and I bet SM doesn't even consider coming to SG with SM Town cause the indoor stadium is just too bloody small. (shakes head) No choice, just hoping the info about SS4 being in February is true ~ ^^
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