Thursday, August 25, 2011

A small note

24 August 2011

Its been already 8 years Daddy. Time passed so fast. Even though I have to admit that I've been moving on fine without you in my life, I still miss you now and then. Especially on this date and Father's Day. I know you will never see this but deep down in my heart I can never erase the fact that what I didn't do on this date 8 years ago has always been one of my biggest regrets. But I hope my regret will never be as comparable, not even a slightest bit, to your regret for putting us through all these, especially Mom. Although she keeps insisting that she hates you after what happened and doesn't like it whenever I mention about you, I know she still misses you and your presence alot. I'm sure the same goes for Sis too. So Daddy, no matter where you are, please just look after us, know that we will always be missing you and know that you'll always be my father despite what happened and the insufficient time I got to know you. Its been 8 years since I've last said these words to you: "I love you Daddy."
Xo,