I realised, miracles can happen for O Levels but miracles definitely don't happen for A Levels.
When people ask me "How's your results?" and "What course you going?", I only reply "I don't know" .. because honestly I don't. I wasn't expecting much for my results in the first place, well what and how could I, since I know myself best that I definitely didn't work hard enough. Maybe that's why I wasn't THAT scared before the results were given out. Wait Physics was kind of a disappointment though. Of course I'm regretting, like how I should have worked harder or the fact that I've disappointed my mom alot and yada yada but what's done is done, I can't rewind back time to rewrite my past anyway. Seriously, the only things keeping me sane now are those few people and SJ. Yup SJ never fail to make me laugh when I watch their variety shows. And the few people who can make me forget the world when I need to. So for tonight fuck the world, and I shall look forward to deciding my future tmr onwards.
PS: I honestly wanted to go Malaysia with @cherylcloud even though I knew the chances were really slim right from the start but now I'm sure we can't go already. Results not good plus I'm running out of money fast (insert thousands of sad faces)