8 years, living in a foreign country. 8 years living my life not knowing my mom well enough. 7 years living my life without a father and not knowing how it truly feels like to have a father by my side. 6 or so years of my father's wretched relatives still trying to screw up our lives. All those fucked up idiots deserve to burn in hell for all the things they had said and done to us.
Currently still learning to pick up the pieces of life, learning to be independent and not to give a fuck about what others think. Because I'm done trying to do things to please everyone. If you don't accept me for who I am and my past, I also won't give a flying fuck about you, I also won't accept you for who you are because you just don't deserve my respect at all. Actually you don't deserve anyone's respect at all since you are so judgemental.
Hello life, what more to come? Can you please get well already? Or are you just really gonna stand there and watch me burn?
Currently still learning to pick up the pieces of life, learning to be independent and not to give a fuck about what others think. Because I'm done trying to do things to please everyone. If you don't accept me for who I am and my past, I also won't give a flying fuck about you, I also won't accept you for who you are because you just don't deserve my respect at all. Actually you don't deserve anyone's respect at all since you are so judgemental.
Hello life, what more to come? Can you please get well already? Or are you just really gonna stand there and watch me burn?
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&You. Can you please stop mindfucking me? You're always hot and cold, I don't know what you want from me seriously.