I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all

Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars?
I could really use a wish right now.

I'm hoping we can make some wishes out of airplanes

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New place. New people. New environment. Yup I'm a Tampines person now, still feeling weird when I think of it but its ok I'll be used to it. The plus point is its so near to school, so I can wake up later everyday.
I hope my that shit ex woman guardian rot in hell for not returning the sum of money and having the cheek to off her phone(I still can't believe she can actually live with THAT huge amount of guilt?) and for all that fucked up stuffs she's done in the past few years, I'm actually glad we moved away from her like final-fucking-ly.

I just can't seem to concentrate fully during lessons. Fuckkkkkkkk.
Life's a bitch. I need my chill pill. Soon. Anyone?

I know I don't allow myself to think of you but sometimes, just sometimes, I wonder do you still think about me now and then.