Strung out,

Went out to have late lunch after school today with the usuals. What follows after was a really long chit-chatting and laughing. Havent really done that since school started, it was nice. Oh right we got our class tees like finally. Cool stuff please haha, me like. The past few updates I realised I had been complaining about school, so I shall not do it today. Physics test was screwed, ok expected duh its physics leh! Maths test was ok, not bad I guess. Econs test was ................... I dont know, hopefully I'll pass? I thought I could escape Chem test but no I was wrong, next week friday ugh fuck. Meaning I really have to bring back notes to study. Which reminds me I have to get packing for the trip back from Sat to Thurs. Can you believe in about a day or so its gonna be Sat and I still havent pack my stuffs at all? Whatever, I dont really want to go back anyway. But yet again when I'm there I know a part of me doesnt want to come back here. I dont know, life seems so messed up at times. :( Why cant I take my own advice to others about letting nature takes its course?