Tuesday, December 15, 2009

& I want your revenge

Fuck why cant I just sit down and do some decent work for once ?! I told myself that from yesterday onwards I would just rot at home to do work but failing. Why cant I just fucking concentrate?! Nb pissed off with everything now. And then I swear sister is like an auto addition of fuel to fire, cb sometimes thats the reason I dont like to stay at home. Wait till next year after A's man fuck it. Sigh this wasnt supposed to be an angry post, sorry, couldnt help but rant. Anyway yes Bird asked me to declare yesterday to be "I'm-the-first-among-s21s-to-touch-Bird's-DSLR-day", lame la she. Played around with the DSLR, took hell lots of photos with it(still waiting for Bird to send me, where the hell is she anyway?!) and have to admit now I kind of want one too! Tempting tempting tempting ................................... telling myself "no! dont waste money on such kind of stuff that I'll get bored with after awhile" aha. That reminds me, my mom's not coming anymore, she said some stuffs cropped up again, ugh fuck those people. Which means no extra shopping and moneyyyyy, damn I was looking forward to those. Hey I'm still a nice kid please, I miss her too of course, havent seen her for a year already, just that I tend to look forward to ahem extra benefits too heh :>