Sat went to study with those two at Parkway Macs where we met weird people, as in really weird. After that we had to switch to MP Library then Jongwon left early. Me and Mich ate Subway for dinner yum ~
Today was the start of the new term and I already felt like fuck on the first day, so tell me hows the term going to be like?! First thing in the morning see GP marks, like shit nvm since its GP I forget about it. Knn even chem also disappointed me, I know I didnt fail in JC marking terms though technically I still failed cause it wasnt even a 50% pass, I dont know why tears just fell that period of time, I cant believe I actually broke down in front of so many people, thats so not me. Honestly its such a let down and demoralising. I know its just a test, but I'm so fucking worried about Promos. What if this carries on? What if I really try to work hard yet everything turns out like crap? So many what ifs going through my head that its fucking hurting.
I'm so scared all because of these shits I'll do something that I promised * and myself I wont ever touch again.
Ugh whatever I should stop thinking and crapping here and just go and study or something.
That is, if I can get off from the computer. Ok I should screw myself for being so idiotic, one moment so worried, the next moment forgetting that Promos just around the corner damn.
Sat went to study with those two at Parkway Macs where we met weird people, as in really weird. After that we had to switch to MP Library then Jongwon left early. Me and Mich ate Subway for dinner yum ~
Today was the start of the new term and I already felt like fuck on the first day, so tell me hows the term going to be like?! First thing in the morning see GP marks, like shit nvm since its GP I forget about it. Knn even chem also disappointed me, I know I didnt fail in JC marking terms though technically I still failed cause it wasnt even a 50% pass, I dont know why tears just fell that period of time, I cant believe I actually broke down in front of so many people, thats so not me. Honestly its such a let down and demoralising. I know its just a test, but I'm so fucking worried about Promos. What if this carries on? What if I really try to work hard yet everything turns out like crap? So many what ifs going through my head that its fucking hurting.
I'm so scared all because of these shits I'll do something that I promised * and myself I wont ever touch again.
Ugh whatever I should stop thinking and crapping here and just go and study or something.
That is, if I can get off from the computer. Ok I should screw myself for being so idiotic, one moment so worried, the next moment forgetting that Promos just around the corner damn.