I'm still sick, but feeling alot better than yesterday night. There are too many thoughts running in my head right now. I'm officially seriously broke ............. actually it was like since 3 days ago. I need $$. I cant wait for the arrival of April, no idea why. I feel guilty for not going P Jie's bday party today, yet kinda satisfied that I didnt. I luv my phone, yay. I suddenly feel a teeny bit scared to see the specialist on Fri. I miss talking to a few people. I should be doing homework or studying but I really cant bring myself to. I need a drink.